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Lena Batina
Post
abortion healing weekend
“Forgiven and Set Free”
Thank you
all who prayed for us. That was more we asked or dreamed. I called it King’s
generocity. He restored the dignity of motherhood to the one whom the world
considers outcast.They said: “Noone ever did it for us what you have done.
Yesterday we came back from post-abortion healing weekend.
We took group of women who were in the process of rehubilitation from drug
abuse outside the city to the farm. Our center started to partner with rehubilitation
center. I observed how many young women
got sober , excepted Christ as Savoir, putting their trust in Jesus, but
after leaving rehubilitation center many
of them could not stand in the freedom and fell. That made my heart cry about them,
I decided to get to
know some of them closer and I found out they had abortions, many , they couldn’t
forgive themselves, felt a lot of shame,
unworthy.
- Drug was a form of suaside, I didn’t care about overdoze. I had so much anger toward people who pushed and pressed me to abort, I became cruel. I hated myself because of the decision to abort. I stoped caring how i looked like.
Valya: When
I was 12 I was sexually abused. I didn’t tell my parents. My parents were blind, they couldn’t see the
changes in me. At 13 the older guy brought me to abortion clinic. At 14 I hang out with older guy who hooked me on
drugs and clothed me in nice fur coats and gold. My father said to me: “If this
is what you want from life, have it”. I provided for myself since that time. I
feel like my life was stolen. 18 years on drugs. All my 8 pregnancies I was on
drugs. All ended up in abortion, none of
people around me, no my mother ever wanted me to keep pregnancies. Now I want
to redeem those years by serving women like I was.
After
weekend
I realised
that wanted to serve God as a slave. But Father opened his arms for me as His
daughter. Jesus redeemed me and I don’t need to make up my way of redeeming my
life. I want to serve Him out of love, not guilt now.
Katie: When
I was 14, I asked my mum: ” If you fall
in love can you sleep with a man.” My mum said: “Yes, if you love him a lot.” I believed I loved him a lot. So it was a green light for me. Sex, spices, drug dealer boy friend.
I was 23
when I became pregnant. At that point of
my life I was sober, and wanted to be sober. I was glad, when I found out that
my test was positive. I came to my
boyfriend joyfully telling him about positive
test, I loved him and was faithful to him. He was drug dealer. When I saw his
reaction, I knew there was nothing to be glad about. His respond was: “My first
love is marihuana , then mother, then you. I don’t need a baby. “ Even after
his respond I still was hoping my mother would be glad to have a grandchild. I
gave away all “spices” I had at home to my friend.
I said
about pregnancy to my mum. She tald me how bad I was and that I had nothing to
give to the baby and going to be a bad mother. Now I understand, it was not
true. I am energetic. (She is), childlike, I am fun to be with, I enjoy playing with the children, children like
me. I can have job and keep job. I can share and sacrifice. I wanted the child but pleased people around.
- After abortion I called friend asking for drugs, and since that didn’t ever cared about overdoze. It was like playing Russian roulette.
I got a dog and when the dog died cried the
whole week laying on the grave of the dog. It was legal way to grieve. One year
i spent in prison, that was time I was mouning about my child, but couldn’t gey
comforted, no releave.
After
weekend
I have hope
for the future now. I see I believed the lie, I will be good mother.
I was
thinking what a strong need women have to release the greive . But only when they come to the Father their
hearts got true comfort and hope.
- The revealation of Fathers love toward his daughter heals.
We
marveled to see trasformation in this
women. The truth set
captive free, His word set free and heals. He is the Word. I want keep serving
this God, who loves see his daughters
free and healed.
And how
much more I want to prevent this devastation in lives
of young girls.
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